Ok...it bloody aches when someone's precious to me has gone away...
Kinda like a heart thugging sensation...
Heart's beating...but it feels hollow.
The air smells different...things just not the same anymore...can't explain it all but certainly can feel it.
Babe...this song's for you. I hope you can read this. And smile for me man... (yea the stupid smile) kekeke
There she goesThere she goes againRacing through my brainAnd I just can't containThis feeling that remainsThere she goesThere she goes againPulsing through my veinsAnd I just can't containThis feeling that remainsThere she goesThere she goes againRacing through my brainAnd I just can't containThis feeling that remainsThere she goesThere she goes againShe calls my name,Pulls my trainNo one else could heal my painAnd I just can't containThis feeling that remainsThere she goesThere she goes againChasing down my laneAnd I just can't containThis feeling that remainsThere she goesThere she goesThere she goes
- Sixpence None The Richer
Well...I did send her away...sorta. Sigh...
We're supposed to go on a community trip together...but it got shifted forward and there was a clash with my sister's wedding.
The wedding was awesome though...I post something on it soon. Just waiting for the pictures to be ready. And thanks Wee Keat for agreeing to be the Videographer...can't wait for the edited video to be finished.
In any case...I have a new found respect for my mum. Not dat I dun respect her any less...she is MY MUM afterall! The woman who tyranically ruled the last 24 years of my life...hahahaha. Yea...and disciplined me with flying slippers and slashing cane. I think she must have been a reincarnated pugilist swordswoman from the Ming dynasty. As I was saying...I just respect how she managed to get by when my dad had to be away months at a time cause he used to work on an oil rig. Now...I get an idea of what that feels like.
Doesn't feel good at all...
To the love of my life : Its two days more to your return. And I'm right here waiting...
